Finally down to the 250's! Out of the 60's!
I was getting worried, and finally some decent loss. The funny thing is that I wrote down every Thursday where I want to be as far as weight and I am a bit ahead of schedule. 259 was suppose to happen not until the 25th of Jan. So yeah!! Even after the long stall of nothing. Adn begin stuck around 265 I am losing once again. I suspect this is just how I will continue to lose weight. Maybe how I have always lost weight but before the band and when I tried doing it in my own willpower, I would give up after a couple weeks of no loss. This time I didn't. I just seem to drop weight dramatically and then nothing. Well it is good to be losing once again. I am down 22 lbs now? I think. And feel so good already. I can feel my self confidence returning finally. With every pound comes some more encouragement. I know this will work and that this will help. Well, now i am on for another 10 lbs, to the 40's here I come, and then another 10, the 30's. I will get there, and it makes me happy and proud. It won't be long before I am at goal. Somewhere between 140-150. It is so funny, I told a couple of friends of mine at church and and they asked what I wanted to get down to and I said around 150, and they were like but then you will be too skinny. Too skinny??? I don't get it. Why would you say that. Too skinny??? I won't be too skinny, they act like if I won't be fat then I will just turn anorexic. 150 is at the top of my weight range. I won't be too skinny. If I were 125 all this time, no one would say she is too skinny, they would say I look good and perhaps be jealous of my body. But when you are fat and start to loose apparently you can become too skinny much quicker. Hmph! It is frustrating as hell. Oh well! Marching on, I shall go....
