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Feeling Crappy and Down.






Well, I am down a bit more today. I am in a HORRIBLE mood today. I just feel so stalled out on my weight loss and am having a difficult time dealing with it! I just want to do something for me but can't. Everything seems to revolve around the rest of the family. All I want is the house not be such a damn mess all the time, for people to clean up after themselves, and to be able to go workout a few times a week. I take on working on my masters and that just seems to be another thing I may not be able to accomplish. I just want to lose this weight and to be healthy and feel good about myself. I would like to be loosing more than 1/2 lb a week, which is barely even that lately.

I just want out of the 270's, and now!! I have been here for over a year! And want out, and perhaps I can get on with my life.